BIG GODDESS InnerG | Taurus New Moon โœจ

Symbol:ย The Bull
Element:ย Earth
Quality:ย Fixed
Ruling Planet:ย Venus โ€” the planet of beauty and love
Body Part:ย Neck, throat, jaw
Good Day:ย Patient, organized, supportive, romantic, careful, dedicated
Bad Day:ย Overindulgent, stubborn, lazy, vain, cheap, too cautious
Favorite Things:ย Photography, the mountains, greatย music, rich/gourmetย food, satin sheets
What Theyย Hate:ย Being rushed, wasting money, dirty things, hotels, mornings
Secret Wish:ย To own the best of everything
How to Spot Them:ย Deep and soulful eyes, long and elegant necks, delicate jaw lines
Where Youโ€™ll Find Them:ย Comparing prices on a luxury purchase, singing in a band or choir, working three jobs, displaying paintings at an art gallery
Keywords for Taurus:ย Stability,ย security,ย elegance,ย sensuality,ย stubbornness,ย persistence

This New Moon in Taurus is helping me to enforce the boundaries Iโ€™ve been afraid to speak of in the past. With my Venus being in Gemini, I held back from wanting to display how my mind truly works in order to preserve my โ€œknow it allโ€ spirit. I process things very different from those around me because I always see two sides to everything. Iโ€™ve found that in the past, being this person has made others feel very small or theyโ€™ll rely on me for advice or words of wisdom. I strayed away from being available to be the voice of reason during this season because I needed to really ground myself and acknowledge my wants and needs within this new timeline.

This energy is helping me to enforce the boundaries and self love rituals that Iโ€™ve been practicing for the past few months. Taurus energy is all about being grounded and planting your seeds for it to grow and manifest into the vision that Iโ€™ve always dreamed of. Reconnecting with your true desires and being intentional about the seeds that are being planted during this time is so important. Itโ€™s finally time to embrace and enjoy the fruits of my labor, and to not feel bad about it.

Iโ€™ve endured a lot of turmoil and suffering throughout my life because my Cancer sun has kept me open and receptive to unhealed and chaotic people that really needed to take more time to rest and strategize. I tried my best to maintain relationships that continued to trigger a part of me that made me feel incapable of helping due to resistance and arrogance which somewhat discouraged me from progressing within my purpose. Apart of this journey allowed me to use discernment with who and what I utilize my time and energy on. It has been very grounding and during the time it didnโ€™t make sense but I strived to create solutions for things that were out of my control. I utilized my time and energy to stay within the matrix which caused me to go into my shell in search for a new start when in all actuality I realized that the new start is only the beginning and I had to actively work on the next step to move forward and expand. Running away from my problems is now a thing of the past.

Once I began to embrace the abundance I truly desired, things began to flow easily. I no longer had to overcompensate by proving my value, all God needed me to do is REST. During this next cycle, Iโ€™ll be more vocal about what Iโ€™m able to tolerate and how I would like to maintain all things around me. My curiosity at times causes me to look back at the past because this new journey is extremely quiet, peaceful and balanced. This is very new for me but it feels good, it feels well deserved.

Iโ€™ve learned to be more accountable for the time that Iโ€™ve given away freely that was only beneficial to the recipient meanwhile I found myself having very dark moments, trying to transmute the emotional dumping that I use to receive from loved ones, even strangers. Spending more time taking care of my mental and physical health has helped build the courage Iโ€™ve always needed to address core deep issues. Iโ€™m more gentle, more realistic, more loving, and patient with myself so I no longer care to match anyones energy. This mentality has unraveled a different level of overstanding of life and shifting the overall perpsective of my being.

My Life Path being a 6 has formed a better understanding of my purpose and how Iโ€™m being perceived in the world. Iโ€™m a natural born healer and Iโ€™ve always felt like I had to be the person within my family to bring others together to love and to heal. I later realized that that taking on that responsibility can be a lot for me especially when Iโ€™m so adamant about constantly working on my wellness and maintaining balance within my life. I use to question why the adults around me didnโ€™t know better, why didnโ€™t they get to know ME,why they didnโ€™t take the intiative to heal the way I did. The gag is, I didnโ€™t even know me as yet. Investing in your healing isnโ€™t just about going to therapy but also being accountable for your emotions.

This is something I struggled with for a while by not knowing where to place my emotions so theyโ€™ll end up in the hands of people who werenโ€™t as patient and loving as me. I was often beat or punished for defending myself to the point where I took the position of being mute when I was uncomfortable. It was always clear that I was right but because of that, I was told to be seen and not heard. Thankfully, Iโ€™ve been able to understand where that energy was coming from and I met a few people who were able to get to know my heart so when I became anxious they knew that I just needed a hug or a sense of embrace. I thank God for giving me a chance to transmute all of the pain that I once associated with and allowed me to meet people that didnโ€™t judge me for being so intuned with my feelings and reassured that everything was going to be okay.

Sometimes all we need is alittle reassurance to feel validated by the people we love. As of now, Iโ€™ve learned to reassure myself and whenever I feel unsettled, I talk to God about it. At this time, Iโ€™m activating my Divine energy which ignites my creative, free-spirited, and introspective self. Theres no need to hide away from the world when Iโ€™m not feeling the best because I put all my trust in the divine that everything will play out the way it needs to. Putting myself as a top priority has been so rewarding because I didnโ€™t ask for permission, I truly relied on purging the energy that once broke me and focusing on the goals I wish to obtain.

This energy is urging me to break away from the expectations that were set for me and to visualize my future self showing up as her everyday. Being the people pleaser has drained me to the core and I have no desire to make others comfortable anymore. Itโ€™s time to bring the beautiful energy that Iโ€™ve held back for so long forward and make it an everyday lifestyle.Taurus is a grounding energy ruled under Venus which embraces nature, abundance, pleasure and inner peace. Nurture your heart during this time, protect your peace, feel good in your own skin, make yourself TOP PRIORITY, and love on YOU.

Cheers to this New Moon InnerG, Free yourself <3

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